I ALWAYS expected the worse, even if it’s in the back of my mind. Sometimes I revert back to that and still do if just for a quick minute. That is one of the most stressful minutes of my life! The good thing is, I’m pushing it further and further to the back of my mind and I’m finding comfort in God. I’m learning to trust him more. I’m getting prepared for the better things as I decide to give better things. If I believed all the negativity I would be stuck in the same position. I see my progress because I see my progression. Although it is tough, it is well worth it. Even on the toughest days, it is well worth it!I have an Open Mic Night that I host on Wednesdays. I’ve only been doing it since the end of February, so it’s still growing.
Last night, we had one person in there. (Probably since there was a tropical storm brewing in the gulf)a night, but 3 people came it. We did a show. It was good. As soon as the 3 people were leaving, 4 people came in…. They’ve driven across the bridge to come to the show so…… We had another show. That was one of the best shows I’ve had so far. It was empowering and impactful. I was able to push myself to limits I didn’t know I could conquer. And the last crowd was amazing. Last night, I expected the worse and experience one of my best!!!!!! I’m thankful for that! Keep pushing… things are bound to happen. Just believe in yourself and most importantly your source!(And the person I had at the door said that no one would come! God sent a troupe of good people to share this awesome time with me!)
So that your faith might not rest on men's wisdom, but on God's power. ~ 1 Corinthians 2:5